You think and probably say I'm bad for your own reasons. I'm doing wrong by not coming home. Not even that, I'm doing wrong by not coming home every weekend...just like I use to. Every other weekend isn't good enough? What happens when I come home? You're both at work until night time. Sometimes it's my friends birthday celebration. I can't stay home and miss it. Saturday, sorry if you have work the whole day, and the other you, half a day. Sunday, I study with my group in the morning in San Jose. We do homework together or our marketing project. Am I doing something wrong? Should I just not go since you're getting upset with me? Oh wait, school is my number 1 priority right? That's pretty much exactly what I'm doing. Sorry I can't be like those other kind of Chinese people wearing thick glasses, reading a book all the time for fun, going to UCBerk, UCDavis, etc, whatever school you always bring up. Sorry I can't help it if my hobbies are sports and people.

I use to regret not going to that one UC down south. Hey, it's not the best one. I know that...we all do, but I would have dormed. I would have had more friends. I would come home on holidays and breaks. It would be a special occasion every time I came home. Hahah I wish. I mean, I know a lot a lot a lot of people who live close by, but they only go home what...maybe once every two months.

I hate how people, not just you, have these expectations of me. Yeah, I'm a nice guy. I do things, sometimes sacrifice things just to make someone happy. And once I do it a couple of times, I'm EXPECTED to do it. I hate that shit...If I went down south, or never came home on the weekend when I went to SFSU, would you bitch now? NO. You would be happy that I come home as often as I do now. And now you say you want me to move back home next year? I honestly don't want to. If I have a job I'll pay for my own rent. If I don't, I guess there's nothing I can really do...right? I mean, you do pay for my rent. But know this...I won't be home as often as you like STILL.

And now you make my sister sad. She pays for rent in a house she grew up in. She paid for 1/2 of the down payment for your brand new car. She gives me 200 dollars extra every month to spend so I won't be struggling as much with money. She picks up my little brother half the time from school and brings him home. She's helping both your sons. She buys groceries for the family from time to time and she cooks from time to time. You still give her shit she doesn't deserve.

All we're asking is a little appreciation and know that we're more grown up than you think.