Grow Up

Back then, the urge was just too strong.

Wow, I was young; I was immature.

Too strong.

The excitement captivated my curious soul.
I couldn't hold back.

The temptation just took over everything.

I just lost it.

The benefits seemed to outweigh the sacrifices.

But now, it's time to grow up.

That was just something that came to my head that relates to my past. I've noticed that so far, I've cheated on my pasts girlfriends. ALL of them...all two of them. Lol. I don't know what it was that made me do it. Could it be a combination of sadness and loneliness? Could it be due to excitement and curiosity? I myself question this. Who can answer it when I can't?

I am currently with a girl who I can truthfully say I love. I don't regret my past because I have learned to accept. These life lessons we go through are opportunities for us to learn. We just have to apply what we learn...that's the hard part. I've grown up.