Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Random Memories That Make Me Smile
I was sleeping and then felt something touch crotch area. Looking up, I saw John smiling holding a plate of food and smiling. I looked at my crotch area and saw another plate for me. Loaded on the plate was an omelet, and a small side of waffles topped with reduced strawberries and whip cream.
About a year ago, I was living in a house with Andrew, Howard, and John. I remember when Tiffany (Howard's GF) brought over her chunky friend from Vegas. We were all in the garage at that moment. The two girls left and Howard said something to me and Andrew along the lines of "That fat bitch...etc etc." Howard left and came back minutes later saying how Tiffany heard him and that he's in trouble. By this time Andrew and I were hella drunk and as we played the couple in beer pong, we kept laughing immaturely knowing that they're mad at each other. Sorry I added fuel to the fire but it was too funny.
In elementary school, I remember Oai and I LOVED to play at the park. We would go on the swings every single day after school and just play. One specific thing I remember doing each day we were there was go on the swings and jump off of them doing various tricks and flips. This includes (but not limited to): doing backflips, 180's, 360's, 540's, benihanas, and suck-it's (derived from X-Pac of WWF. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GGwOxhkoP4). We were so good, or so we thought, that we wanted to be authors of an illustration "how-to" book.
Oai, Sunny, Chung, and I created this group when we were younger. We called it the "Ultimate 4." This group was created so we can make money and be of good citizens to our society. Our target market were mainly homeowners who needed chores or errands done so they can actually enjoy their lives. Yes, the Ultimate 4 could do anything from mowing lawns to babysitting. I think the only money we made was from having a lame garage sale that got us 30 dollars.
Our new roommates showed me and Henry a picture on facebook for a group of people. At first they just showed the small icon and then they asked us who was the cutest one. We pointed at some girl and then asked us if we thought she was pretty and asked us if we would date her. We both agreed and said yes. When they clicked on the icon to the big picture it was Pam, our other roommate -___-"
About a year ago, I was living in a house with Andrew, Howard, and John. I remember when Tiffany (Howard's GF) brought over her chunky friend from Vegas. We were all in the garage at that moment. The two girls left and Howard said something to me and Andrew along the lines of "That fat bitch...etc etc." Howard left and came back minutes later saying how Tiffany heard him and that he's in trouble. By this time Andrew and I were hella drunk and as we played the couple in beer pong, we kept laughing immaturely knowing that they're mad at each other. Sorry I added fuel to the fire but it was too funny.
In elementary school, I remember Oai and I LOVED to play at the park. We would go on the swings every single day after school and just play. One specific thing I remember doing each day we were there was go on the swings and jump off of them doing various tricks and flips. This includes (but not limited to): doing backflips, 180's, 360's, 540's, benihanas, and suck-it's (derived from X-Pac of WWF. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GGwOxhkoP4). We were so good, or so we thought, that we wanted to be authors of an illustration "how-to" book.
Oai, Sunny, Chung, and I created this group when we were younger. We called it the "Ultimate 4." This group was created so we can make money and be of good citizens to our society. Our target market were mainly homeowners who needed chores or errands done so they can actually enjoy their lives. Yes, the Ultimate 4 could do anything from mowing lawns to babysitting. I think the only money we made was from having a lame garage sale that got us 30 dollars.
Our new roommates showed me and Henry a picture on facebook for a group of people. At first they just showed the small icon and then they asked us who was the cutest one. We pointed at some girl and then asked us if we thought she was pretty and asked us if we would date her. We both agreed and said yes. When they clicked on the icon to the big picture it was Pam, our other roommate -___-"
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Notes
Notes to a few like I usually do even though most of them don't read it:
Henry, Sunny, Pam, future roommate (probably AJW204: I'm so glad I moved in. During this period of my life and I guess how I am currently feeling (negative), I would choose moving in with you guys as my bright spot. I'm happy I'm with 3 of my best friends and a girl who I can see being really close with. Drama probably will happen and we may have our moments of disagreements, but I'm sure we'll be fine. Cheers to a new beginning in a lot of our lives.
Eileen: Since you wrote something pretty sweet about me I figure I should just let you know how I feel and something I remember about you. I remember during pledging that you were hecka crying when we did the candle thing. And I remember what you said, was the first time I felt special in a long time. I don't really know if you meant what you said about the whole class, but I felt special and I appreciate you telling me that.
PGF: Hi. Please don't forget to treat me out to gelato for our 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th. Don't forget about our pinkie promise that we made the other day when we last hung out. I take promises pretty seriously and I expect you to keep yours! Lastly and MOST IMPORTANTLY, don't fade away because I already see it happening :( P.S. I need to go back to Ross to get another matching pebbly rug for the sink.
B3000 and My Chinese Cousin: I honestly miss you guys. I know I say it a lot, and yeah, maybe I never call or text you, but I do think of both of you quite frequently. I wish we were closer but wishing never does anything does it? I'm sorry I kinda lost touch with you guys but I hope you know that WHEN WE DO EVENTUALLY hang out again, it'll be pretty awesome and we can exchange those stories like we always do. I guess that's what makes our relationship special, that we can share stories with people I hardly see but I feel comfortable to do it and feel...COOL. Or at least that's how I see it.
Henry, Sunny, Pam, future roommate (probably AJW204: I'm so glad I moved in. During this period of my life and I guess how I am currently feeling (negative), I would choose moving in with you guys as my bright spot. I'm happy I'm with 3 of my best friends and a girl who I can see being really close with. Drama probably will happen and we may have our moments of disagreements, but I'm sure we'll be fine. Cheers to a new beginning in a lot of our lives.
Eileen: Since you wrote something pretty sweet about me I figure I should just let you know how I feel and something I remember about you. I remember during pledging that you were hecka crying when we did the candle thing. And I remember what you said, was the first time I felt special in a long time. I don't really know if you meant what you said about the whole class, but I felt special and I appreciate you telling me that.
PGF: Hi. Please don't forget to treat me out to gelato for our 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th. Don't forget about our pinkie promise that we made the other day when we last hung out. I take promises pretty seriously and I expect you to keep yours! Lastly and MOST IMPORTANTLY, don't fade away because I already see it happening :( P.S. I need to go back to Ross to get another matching pebbly rug for the sink.
B3000 and My Chinese Cousin: I honestly miss you guys. I know I say it a lot, and yeah, maybe I never call or text you, but I do think of both of you quite frequently. I wish we were closer but wishing never does anything does it? I'm sorry I kinda lost touch with you guys but I hope you know that WHEN WE DO EVENTUALLY hang out again, it'll be pretty awesome and we can exchange those stories like we always do. I guess that's what makes our relationship special, that we can share stories with people I hardly see but I feel comfortable to do it and feel...COOL. Or at least that's how I see it.
I'm so tired right now from "studying." I guess that's code for facebook, aim, youtube, and texting on my phone. I know it's been a minute or two since I've actually wrote things down on here and not delete it, but I'm going to try my best to write something I would like to read back on.
So this week wasn't the best for me...or at least hasn't been the best. Just a lot of unfortunate events and discoveries that happened in addition to midterms before spring break 2011. I would normally look forward to the break to finally relieve myself of the stress and whatnot, but I feel like there's just hella shit goin' through my head that I KNOWWWWW I shouldn't be worrying about.
5-6 years in multiple relationships. now i'm single. having the time of my life. not ready for a relationship. feelin' lonely sometimes. BUT I can't even find that interest for a girl. I don't want a girlfriend, but I want someone to WOW me and excite me and make me feel like I'm in love. BUT not have me be their boyfriend.
Complicated, I know. But there's nothing I can/will do about it.
So this week wasn't the best for me...or at least hasn't been the best. Just a lot of unfortunate events and discoveries that happened in addition to midterms before spring break 2011. I would normally look forward to the break to finally relieve myself of the stress and whatnot, but I feel like there's just hella shit goin' through my head that I KNOWWWWW I shouldn't be worrying about.
5-6 years in multiple relationships. now i'm single. having the time of my life. not ready for a relationship. feelin' lonely sometimes. BUT I can't even find that interest for a girl. I don't want a girlfriend, but I want someone to WOW me and excite me and make me feel like I'm in love. BUT not have me be their boyfriend.
Complicated, I know. But there's nothing I can/will do about it.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
NYE 2010/NY2011
I have never done anything worthy of mentioning for New Years Eve...that is, until this year. I had requested it off from work, sacrificing my Christmas eve, Christmas day, and the day after Christmas. The past years were rather uneventful because of a whole array of reasons ranging from having stupid gfs, being under aged, or simply being broke. However, this year I am single, 22 years old, and have a steady flow of income that keeps my wallet a healthy weight - not obese but certainly not anorexic.
The New Years Eve couldn't have come at any better time. Viet and I pack our belongings, a mere backpack for me, and met up with his friends from Sacramento. I'm not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous riding the elevator and knocking on the hotel door waiting to see the faces of the two on the other side. Viet had already mentioned that he showed interest in one of the girls so the other girl and I would naturally gravitate towards each other. Since this is the first time I'm meeting her, it'd be like a blind date.
As awkward as it could have been, alcohol definitely makes things a lot easier. So club ROE itself was alright. Note to self, open bar is too amazing to ever pass up (assuming I have the money). The first thing Viet and I did when we got into the club was head over to the bar, slam our fists and said "2 shots of patron, and two long vodka redbulls!" The night was dwindling away as the four of us got ridiculously drunk to the point where one of the girls fell causing an innocent bystander to fall as well. The countdown was an actual disappointment but the copious amounts of champagne that I drank made up for it.
After about an hour of the two girls throwing up, we got a ride back to the quaint city of Emeryville with our hotel humbly situated next to the bay bridge.
That night we slept well. The next morning, we laid in bed until 5 until we finally decided to go eat the 3 in 1 breakfast/lunch/dinner at Sunny's sushi restaurant. And again after, back to the hotel to lay in our 2 queen beds having deep conversations and playing "I Have Never." Eventually, we got sleepy and called it a night. We were woke up once more the next day until it was time for us to check out. I think this is the most I've ever laid down and done nothing all day. Very unproductive day to say the least, but it was a nice change of pace in my life. Thank you friends for giving me the best new years I've ever had so far.
The New Years Eve couldn't have come at any better time. Viet and I pack our belongings, a mere backpack for me, and met up with his friends from Sacramento. I'm not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous riding the elevator and knocking on the hotel door waiting to see the faces of the two on the other side. Viet had already mentioned that he showed interest in one of the girls so the other girl and I would naturally gravitate towards each other. Since this is the first time I'm meeting her, it'd be like a blind date.
As awkward as it could have been, alcohol definitely makes things a lot easier. So club ROE itself was alright. Note to self, open bar is too amazing to ever pass up (assuming I have the money). The first thing Viet and I did when we got into the club was head over to the bar, slam our fists and said "2 shots of patron, and two long vodka redbulls!" The night was dwindling away as the four of us got ridiculously drunk to the point where one of the girls fell causing an innocent bystander to fall as well. The countdown was an actual disappointment but the copious amounts of champagne that I drank made up for it.
After about an hour of the two girls throwing up, we got a ride back to the quaint city of Emeryville with our hotel humbly situated next to the bay bridge.
That night we slept well. The next morning, we laid in bed until 5 until we finally decided to go eat the 3 in 1 breakfast/lunch/dinner at Sunny's sushi restaurant. And again after, back to the hotel to lay in our 2 queen beds having deep conversations and playing "I Have Never." Eventually, we got sleepy and called it a night. We were woke up once more the next day until it was time for us to check out. I think this is the most I've ever laid down and done nothing all day. Very unproductive day to say the least, but it was a nice change of pace in my life. Thank you friends for giving me the best new years I've ever had so far.
And I suppose I'll do one of those generic reflections on the previous year. 2010... It rivals 2008 for the title of the most depressing point in my life. Breaking hearts and getting your heart broken are two different extremes that I've experienced. As contradicting as it sounds, 2010 was one of the best years of my life. I had one of my lowest points of my life, but asides from that, I have learned so much more and met so many great people the second half of the year. It has been trickling into the beginning of the new year. Cheers to 2011 for being an even better year.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Value
The thought of dropping someone from my life has crossed my mind; in fact many times did I wish certain people never existed on this planet. These creatures that exists, as with cockroaches and flies, show little to no value to me. This leads me to think what I'm worth in the society that we live in and leads me wondering how I can gain value through other people's eyes.
Why is it that I always get dropped/sacrificed for the benefit of a relationship? Then, have them realize that it's not worth it. They didn't realize what was good until it went missing.
Why is it that I always get dropped/sacrificed for the benefit of a relationship? Then, have them realize that it's not worth it. They didn't realize what was good until it went missing.
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