I'm so tired right now from "studying." I guess that's code for facebook, aim, youtube, and texting on my phone. I know it's been a minute or two since I've actually wrote things down on here and not delete it, but I'm going to try my best to write something I would like to read back on.

So this week wasn't the best for me...or at least hasn't been the best. Just a lot of unfortunate events and discoveries that happened in addition to midterms before spring break 2011. I would normally look forward to the break to finally relieve myself of the stress and whatnot, but I feel like there's just hella shit goin' through my head that I KNOWWWWW I shouldn't be worrying about.

5-6 years in multiple relationships. now i'm single. having the time of my life. not ready for a relationship. feelin' lonely sometimes. BUT I can't even find that interest for a girl. I don't want a girlfriend, but I want someone to WOW me and excite me and make me feel like I'm in love. BUT not have me be their boyfriend.

Complicated, I know. But there's nothing I can/will do about it.