I can't sleep right now. It's only 12:30 but I must wake up early to study some more about different forecasting techniques, aggregate planning, etc. before my midterm at 7:15.

I'm so tired right now. I think I'll use the term "drained" but my mind won't stop wandering. It's jumping around between old memories of friends, Kim, life. I am physically exhausted having slept only 6 hours starting at 7AM. I am mentally exhausted from studying as soon as I woke up until now. I am emotionally exhausted not knowing what the next step is in this relationship I am in. All this, yet I still lay here in bed thinking and listening to the hum of my laptop fan and my roommate snoring across the room. It's too quiet.

Nothing can drown out the thoughts of you...and that scares me. I wish I could sleep.