Dang I hope everyone's new years is gonna be better than mine. All my plans kinda just went away as I became more and more antisocial.

On a better note. I love this song.

i wish i could say this

Enough with the women, they don’t see past the chain
I don’t see passed the ass, two can play the game

I don't have the money or women. lol

Now that I'm single I have all the time in the world to focus on myself.

Better social skills: more eye contact, smile more, better listening and feedback, be more interesting, better story teller, K.I.S.S., be a better friend to those that matter, be a better family member.

Better habits: self reliance, attempt to be cleaner/not make a mess, healthier (workout more often), study, be more knowledgeable about different areas.

Change the world by changing myself.

Still Hate You.

I still hate you and your daughter. I will find you. And you will get what's comin'.

Hi Lisa. This was inspired by you so if you think I sound crazy, then you are too! :)

One Handed.

Been drinking heavily the last 5 nights. I don't plan on having to hold two hands up to count how many nights so that was my last...No I'm not doing it because I'm depressed.

And I've never had so much entertainment listening to Mexican music on TV.

K1mberisbester

Man, within the last half month, I personally know 6 couples including myself who went from taken to single with another couple brewing in the process. I guess just a bad month?

For those of you that don't know or care, Kim and I aren't together anymore. Long story short, we have been pretty shaky the last 2 weeks and one thing I said (no harm intended) was basically the fatal stab. She broke up with me but it's somewhat mutual I guess. Or... well, if I had the option I would try to work things out because that's just me and I honestly still love her a lot more than I showed her. I've been lucky to be surrounded by friends new and old who keep me occupied to dull the pain a lot.

It's those times where I'm laying in bed trying to sleep or when I first wake up where I have more time than I'd like thinking. Just thinking. A lot of what-if's and what could have been. We talked it over and decided that it's best we don't talk right now, but we made too much of an impact on each others' life to never speak again. And I do plan on talking to her in the future, perhaps near future. I don't really know yet. I will just know that it's gonna hurt when she gets a boyfriend. Jealousy trumps optimism unless I find an equivalent. But as of right now, I'm being pretty optimistic about being single and whatnot. I mean, it's really been 6 years since I've been single. Right now it's gonna be ME time.

If you ever read this, or if you happen to stumble across this post, just know that I meant everything I text you that one night. I truly am sorry for what I said the other night. It was meant to be harmless with good intentions. I hope that you can eventually forgive me for what I said. You mean and meant a lot to me. I consider you my first true love. Thanks for teaching me new things everyday. I'll be ready to talk when you want to. Anytime. And I'll be there for you. Always. I know I'll miss you even if I'm surrounded by friends and yes, even if it's girls. I know you're probably wondering about that. I wish that one day, we can be good friends because we never got a chance to be and I hope you find what you're looking for. For the record, I do think that you're beautiful. I still love you so don't forget me, because I will never forget you...

"I just wanna go all in right now and bust both of you simultaneously." - Scotty (6:28AM)

I can't sleep right now. It's only 12:30 but I must wake up early to study some more about different forecasting techniques, aggregate planning, etc. before my midterm at 7:15.

I'm so tired right now. I think I'll use the term "drained" but my mind won't stop wandering. It's jumping around between old memories of friends, Kim, life. I am physically exhausted having slept only 6 hours starting at 7AM. I am mentally exhausted from studying as soon as I woke up until now. I am emotionally exhausted not knowing what the next step is in this relationship I am in. All this, yet I still lay here in bed thinking and listening to the hum of my laptop fan and my roommate snoring across the room. It's too quiet.

Nothing can drown out the thoughts of you...and that scares me. I wish I could sleep.

Shady Fucks

What the fuck were you thinking when you sent it?! I hope you know everyone is a worse person probably because of you. You guys should know better...including you, you fat fuck. And you, playin' it off with your sorry ass excuse.

And yeah, we took it personally. But I'm lookin' and it seemed boring anyways. Meh.

*Dirt off my shoulders.

You Got Me Gigglin'

Dang I just had a crazy ass dream about JP being hella crazy and wanting me super bad or something. Kinda scary.

Just In Case

Just in case you wanted to see what's been consuming my life for the past 5 days. Let's just say the priority of my hygiene, social life, girlfriend, and other classes were lowered. 12 pages of noggin boggling math that isn't THAT hard; just hard to organize and translate into words.

I'm glad I spent Thanksgiving break with everyone I wanted to spend it with. I consumed alcohol Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night but no I'm not an alcoholic. Still kinda bummed out Shirley's party didn't go through, but I am more than content with my break.

Cholly Bit Me

Lol I think this video is pretty funny...

Thanksgiving is coming! It's tomorrow and I'm semi excited about it. If all goes according to plan, I have a pretty good layout of the major events of my break.

Tonight:

• Wrestling group meeting around 8 to discuss matters.
  
• Show D. Young the fixie and see if he wants it.
• Go home to family.

Thanksgiving:

• Football in the morning with the wrestlers in San Jose. I'll show them what a tackle looks like.
• Come back and eat dinner with my family and Kim.
• Go to San Lorenzo and eat with Kim and her family.
• Go back home and go black Friday line waiting. Possibly Best Buys?

Black Friday:

• I will help my sister pick out her HDTV. Probably getting a 42" or 46". Helping my brother get a laptop. Me? I don't know yet. I'm still undecided since I'm broke as hell.
• Start doing homework.

Saturday:

• Possibly football again with a different group of people. I will CONTINUE showing them what a tackle looks like.
• Ilana's birthday thing. I think she's turning 10? Maybe?
• Shirley's party IF I'M STILL INVITED and if she ever decides to go on facebook and message me details! Just letting you know, I'm hella excited for this.

Sunday:

• Go meet up with my group around 12 noon @ MLK library to work on a big assignment that's due the day after (Monday).

The week after should be filled with more work and less play. However, on Friday I am SD bound for the first time in my life for a wrestling tournament. Even though the event ends early, we are gonna spend the extra night doing random things like getting drunk and roaming the streets. I hope we get into a fight. No one will expect a group of wrestlers.

Happy Holiday's ladies and gents.

Broke

I am in the music room @ SJSU and this feels like I'm in Manila!!! Lol holy shit there are hella Filipinos here EVERY time I'm here. I like the atmosphere here though. Chill music accompanies my laptop and I.

I can't stop texting on my new phone. Blackberry pearl roughly two years old?! I got it for free from a friend---but I'm only borrowing it so it's kinda weird. Hahah technically it's not really MY phone. I'm so not use to charging it yet because it hardly needs to charge. I still want an iPhone.

Soooo Thanksgiving is coming up superman quick this year. I don't feel like a lot of people saw this Thanksgiving coming so this is gonna be a public service announcement to the few that do read my blog!

Somebody needs to take me to a super crackin' SJ party. I just hasn't been to one in a whilez.

***Edit***

Or a Milpitas one. Can't recall ever going there.

I suppose everyone is watching New Moon tonight. I chose not to watch it because to me, it gets slightly annoying and slightly jealous when girl gawk at the characters because they're all hella dreamy and shit.

I mean, I watched Twilight and all. Don't get me wrong, I think it was a pretty decent movie...somewhat cheesy...but not bad at all. But for me, it's not worth the waiting in line for 2 hours to see what's his face's body or whatevs. I would watch it a week later when it's not AS busy though. Like I said, Twilight was decent so I'm down to watch New Moon if anyone is down to go with me.

Tonight, I played beer pong with Steel Reserve (40's). That shit is pretty strong. I just played 1 vs. 1 against Tien. I noticed he breathes out at the end of every shot as if he was lifting weights or something. Hahahaha. My 1 vs. 1 record is tainted and is now 50% against him.

Stupid Mexican roommates are still hella anti social or something. I don't like living here because it's sooooo...turtle-ish of everyone to stay in their room even after my offer of beer pong with them. I've been hella lightweight since I stopped drinking for wrestling that one month called October.

I'm currently listening to Eminem - The Warning. It's a diss to Mariah Carey as a retaliation to her song Obsessed who is about Eminem. It's soo much better. Sounds like the old Slim Shady. :)

I think this is the first blog I've written under the influence. I am on a good BUZZED level. Sometimes it's clicking random buttons but I just go over it and delete like a normal person. But if i were really trying not to delete shit, then it would not happen wheree it wouldn type normally.

anyways, I am not gonna be a billy luong and delete this entry like he does with all his juicy drukn writing. I just drink probbaly like 3 shots and 3 beers and a beer pong game at which i dominated.

Sunny is spillin his feelings to me about everytihng. not telling you what though. sooo sad. jk jk. Goodnight world.

Late Post

This was my Halloween night summed up in pictures.

First was Santa Barbara on a Friday night. Coulda been better but I'm content. Just wait 'til I go on a Saturday night.











Woke up the next morning and headed to LA. Most of them went to Monster Massive so I got dropped off for a night of drunk clubbing in Hollywood.





















Great Halloween. Possibly best yet. Bye.

"I strive for greatness" Without a doubt, that is some people's philosophy in life. Others live to get by and there isn't anything wrong with that. Of course, it all depends on the issue and topic at hand.

See, in regards to homework, I'm usually a "I'll wait until the last minute and B.S. it" type of person. The longer I wait, the more time I would have to do other fun-inducing activities such as surfing the internet as I am now. Procrastination gets me by school and that's good enough for me at the moment.

Regarding friendships though, I have this tendency to try to be the best to those who mean a lot to me. I try to find out what everyone thinks is a "decent person" and average it to equal who I am today. The values I hold is a mold of my friends' views of a decent person.

Everyday, we all wake up and do our set routines--some tedious, some autonomous. But some days, we have our set of routines and then some on the side. These abnormal tendencies are the things I live for. I thoroughly enjoy doing them so for me I don't see why I shouldn't strive to be at least great at it. I try to dedicate time to go over fundamental skills in doing what I do. And when I become great, I will smile.

Find your passion.

Wrestling

Wednesday, the 28th of October.

I woke up feeling pretty good (physical). At the same time, I also woke up feeling pretty horrible (mental).

Let me get into a little detail about the whole wrestling scene. My natural weight (eating and going to wrestling practice) is roughly 162 lbs. In wrestling, I'd be in the 165 weight class. I was anticipating this until a few days before the match when a wrestler on the team we know as "coach" is eligible to wrestle matches against other schools as well. Oh yeah, he happen to be in my weight class.

So that threw me off a little bit. I cut down to the next weight class. 157. I figure it shouldn't be too hard since I had to cut 10 lbs on a weekly basis in high school. For 2 1/2 days, I was eating only 2 leggo my eggo waffles, and 2 egg whites because the yolk had "too many calories".

The day of the match, I weighed in at 155.8 and maybe a thousand pounds of nervousness.

As soon as I see the wrestlers from the other school, I can say I felt lighter. I put on a hard look on my face and see through theirs...just a fake exterior.

I go out and wrestle some chump from Sac City. I had a significant lead; something like 8-3. And then, that's when I got tired. The 2 1/2 days of not eating anything kicked in and I felt it through my whole body. My arms felt like they just had the most intense workout, my legs were wobbly, my chest was heaving, my mind was shutting down and I didn't know what to do. Ultimately, I lost this match.

I can say that it was definitely not worth wrestling this weight class. True, I might be stronger than most if I can cut the fat off me and have an advantage, but I will also be fatigued as my muscles struggle to find that energy it needs to do its thing.

I'm glad my girlfriend came and watched me wrestle for the first time. If only I didn't lose. There's always a chance for redemption this Sunday @ the Menlo tournament.

"She has a really nice firm ass" - Lisa talking about her roommate.

My heart is beating so hard right now. My mind is focused on my wrestling match tomorrow night and I can't shake that nervous feeling I always got in high school. I hope this guy is taller and lanky. Or short and fat. Wish me luck.

Yen Tran. October 21. 11:14PM.

A big piece of me died today. Kind of like Priam when Troy fell unexpectedly. It's not fair. The optimistic side of me disappeared and it feels like shit being so negative about everything. Today was the first time I talked back and gave my mom any attitude. It felt weird watching Flash Forward without anyone to hear me say "OMG!" I literally sat in front of the TV all day moping around hoping for something that I know won't happen. No regrets right? I can't agree. No Disney princess can help today. Now to mope in San Jose. It's for the best. I guess...

Winter Break...Here I Come

Winter break is just around the corner. A very big corner but I'm more excited than ever thinking about all the adventures I'll be on.

First on my Winter bucket list is a small road trip possibly to LA or San Diego or something with Kimberly and maybe others. This should be pretty fun! I want to visit the beaches again, Disneyland, maybe Hollywood Studios, go to Palm Springs or something.

Next thing I'm excited about? Christmas of course. I really want to get into the holiday spirit this year. Money is the only problem. Damn I remember 3 Christmases ago when I blew 700 dollars on gifts for people.

Last but not least I gotta be excited about my trip to Japan/Hong Kong with my 3 close friends (Sunny, Oai, and Henry). This trip is the first big trip any of our close friends have ever taken. I'd like to pat myself on the back for starting up with this idea.

Super super vague itinerary:
Japan-bound on December 29
New Years Celebration on January 1
Clubbing on January 1 & 2 (weekend)

Other things to do in Japan in random order: hot spring searching, more drinking, meet Japanese family and have them invite to dinner, party, meet up my old roommate, watch sumo wrestling match, go to Japanese game show, barhop, debauchery, hike around, eat best sushi around.

Hong Kong-bound on January 5 or so.
Clubbing on January 8 & 9 (weekend)

Other things to do in HK in random order: massage, acupuncture, party, meet my family, meet Henry's family, go to the firework/laser/light show, eat best dim sum and other Chinese food, shop around, amusement park, go to an arcade, hike somewhere, meet celebrities, learn Cantonese.

I seriously can't wait to go on this trip. Can you imagine getting lost in that city? Albeit I can see it would be frustrating, but if you are optimistic you can look at it like a chance to explore and find something new. It's sorta like sailing a boat somewhere...and then finding a lockness monster!

This is Hong Kong and I will get this same exact view...

Sober October.

It's been a good 3 weeks or so since I have consumed any alcohol. Nineteen days to be exact! I can probably imagine at least 1/2 my readers thinking to themselves that nineteen days is nothing. Maybe they're right. But I, an average college kid with an average number of friends, find it hard to resist being the drunken fool that I am half the time I drink. JUST turning 21 doesn't help either. I mean, I haven't really been to the clubs or bars too much since my birthday because of money issues. Having so many people's birthday in October makes it worse. I either go party straightedge and feel left out or I don't go and feel left out. :( boo boo shit.

However, I am motivated by the thought of being on the starting lineup and winning my first college wrestling match against Sacramento City and Delta College.

Just eleven more days. I count down the days left and how it'll be worth it when I stand there in front of millions with my hand raised by the referee. The crowd will erupt with cheers as my chest inhale and exhale that valuable oxygen.

It'll all be worth it. October 28th. Mark that date for I will blog my victory/defeat.

100th Lovey Dovey Post to Kimberly

I've noticed a while back that I never write about my GF. I mean, it's only right that I do...correct? Well, I CHOSE not to write about her. Now I have a very good reason indeed.

You ever see those couples in junior high who always write on their binders or somewhere "So and So 4eVer"? Pshshhshshsh. I don't mean to be so pessimistic or look down upon them, but statistically, couples from junior high never last.

Not writing about Kim was because I don't want to look back on a blog entry about her, and regret writing it. I regret any, and all blogs I wrote about my former girlfriends. I look back at it and cringe with disgust and disbelief. But this girlfriend, Kim, and I have been together for a year and a half and I feel now that I for sure won't regret anything I say or write. If in the future we do break up, it'll be for a reason like not seeing each other as much as we'd like and etc, not because she turns into a jealous psycho bitch.

So Kim, this entry is for you and I'm sorry I didn't really write to you before. But I want you to know that I am in love with you. I feel like I have always been there for when you really needed it and I always will. I'll put in more effort to see you and always be with you in this relationship. I'll try harder to make you happy not only when we fight or when you need to be happy but always. I told you before, I haven't broken up with you or any of my ex's. That might give you the impression that I'm only with you because I don't ever break up with my ex's, but with Linda, she was suicidal, I thought Eva was alright compared to Linda, and you...I haven't broken up with you because I actually care about you and want to be with you. Thanks for being my girlfriend and being there for me as well. I know you take care of me all the time and it's about time I show you the same. It's called love.

Readers...don't get the impression I wrote this because we're about to break up. Bye.

Mollywhopped @ 1:29 and 1:31

Chinese Lady fighting with Black Lady over a seat in a san francisco muni in chinatown.

Chinese Lady in the Pink(0:23): Don't let that bitch bully you.
Chinese Lady: (0:09): This bitch got the nerve to yell at me for me asking her politely if i may sit down. She is hogging the seat and won't let me sit. (0:48): If that bitch didn't want to let me sit down don't mean she got to bitch at me. (0:59): I didn't yell at you bitch why you going off on me. If I don't stand up for myself, she won't get scared. (1:44): Dare to fucking pick on chinese people?
(2:05): This bitch hogging the seat and I asked nicely if I may sit and that bitch kept hogging the seat. She has no heart, always bullying chinese people.

So this black bitch got Mollywhopped! I personally believe that people who talk shit or try to start shit over something little deserve to get their ass beat. It so happens that this was with a black person but I really mean anyone. Don't talk shit unless you can handle your own. Props to the asian lady for standing up for herself and not throwing down until necessary.

Got it from Mhay!

[13:47] ustinklikefart: hey are u in class?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: lol yeah wussup
[13:47] ustinklikefart: business?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: mhmmmm
[13:47] ustinklikefart: ohhh
[13:47] ustinklikefart: my bf is sitting right behind you!
[13:47] rujoininfootball: wussup?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: how would you know?
[13:48] rujoininfootball: lol i just looked back at him
[13:48] ustinklikefart: hahah
[13:48] rujoininfootball: describe him
[13:49] ustinklikefart: tell him crystal says hi. oh thats my bf his name is brandon
[13:49] ustinklikefart: LOL
[13:49] ustinklikefart: i think thats him
[13:49] ustinklikefart: he said some guy has my sn on his aim
[13:49] ustinklikefart: and i was like hmmm who goes to state that is online
[13:50] ustinklikefart: very short hair.
[13:50] ustinklikefart: he is strikeingly handsome
[13:50] ustinklikefart: lol
[13:50] rujoininfootball: lol quit fuckin around how does he see that far?
[13:50] ustinklikefart: probably wearing swim shorts
[13:50] ustinklikefart: he says " stop talking to him"
[13:50] ustinklikefart: LOL
[13:51] rujoininfootball: ask him, who i am next to and what that person is wearing
[13:51] ustinklikefart: hmmmm
[13:54] ustinklikefart: hmmm. . .
[13:54] rujoininfootball: you are totally fuckin around
[13:54] ustinklikefart: okay fine then
[13:55] rujoininfootball: damn, fucker, you got me to look at him!

You totally got me...So you think I'm strikingly handsome eh?

I think girls are so annoying sometimes.

Pointless drama. So needy sometimes. Two face to other girls. Get mad at little things. Just to name a few. Ugh. Bye.

She plagues my mind in my dream,
unearthing waves full of emotions,
when my dreams are merely ponds,
Where did you come from?

It's funny how we met,
on a bus actually,
but we reunited six long years later
from pure luck, and yes,
luck means that it was a good thing.

and that small memory of her,
was fading until that dream,
any residual feelings multiplied,
like cancerous cells except greater,
yet I want it.

In my dreams we met,
and did frivolous things,
she wouldn't stop consuming,
that evil potion most of us know as liquor
she poured into my cup and yours,
hindered my ability from seeing it coming.

moments of confusion made the night,
add the crazy underground society she joined,
made my blood run cold,
a world of crime and murder, but you were protected,
magically by that religion.

I enlightened her with my life,
my emotions, my thoughts, my experiences,
and who knew that it would influence her,
to such an extremity, as to take her own life,
while I wasn't there.

The god she worshiped protected her,
from the hands of others,
but not from the hands of her own,
the day she committed suicide,
was the same day she committed genocide.

It's a Wednesday. 9:21 in the morning to be exact. I've been sitting in my class for 24 minutes now. Oh yeah, did I tell you my class is empty except for one other fellow? Yeah, I forgot it was a furlough day. I woke up late and rushed too. FUck! Fuck! Fukck! My next class isn't until 1. Goodbye.

Internet

This is the first blog I've written since my computer has been fixed! My internet finally works now...Yay.

rope swings!!!

Our crew was suppose to go camping with Viet, Rosalyn, and her company. But then plans changed when they limited the amount of people we can bring from eight all the way down to 4. If you don't feel like that's a big difference then you're wrong. It's the difference between a rock hard dick vs. a flaccid one. We decide to give it up and just do our own thing. With the camping trip out of sight because of two bitches, our new plan was white water rafting.

I head out on Saturday night all by myself on lonely highway 80. The grueling drive drained my energy and I soon found myself stopping at INO for some a number 1 and a good conversation with my friend Kim Le. It's been 4 years and much has changed including our friendship but our conversations are still just as lively as the past.

Arriving at my destination, Josh, Oai, Chung, and Mimi celebrated by playing drinking games capping the night. The next morning, all of us (minus Josh) went to the rafting place. Fast forward three hours and here we are, cruising lazily down the American river along with Lisa, Alyssa, and David. With 151 and honeymoon, we couldn't lose, we were definitely gonna get fucked up.

Cliffs and rope swings invited us to come jump off of them.

By the end of our trip, half of us were wasted. Top three was...

1. Lisa Huynh
2. Yours truly
3. Oai Giang

Top two yacked. Top one couldn't make it to eat dinner with us. This was the most drunk I've been for a good 2 months.

My hangover started before I slept. I want to do it again.

I'm in a suspiciously happy mood right now...

Blogging now seems more like a chore now than it ever has. I've been having trouble expressing my thoughts as poetry rather than just digital blabber.

Anyways, I'm pretty stoked for this winter break. As early as it may seem, I am still looking forward to the holidays.

Japan and Hong Kong here I come. I come with an open mind and a brain awaiting knowledge. Add to that my mind is yearning to be filled with fun.

See you in a few long months.

Newark Dives

About to go to a Newark bar and order my first drink. I don't really know what to expect. Wish me luck.

Awwwwwwwwww....

This little puppy is such a cutie pie no homo.

I am looking forward to watching you guys make it to playoffs.

My emo blogs are funny. Or at least in hindsight when I read it. I now feel like I have a firmer grasp in balancing life-school, friends, family, Kim.

Things are coming to a steady, doable pace. I try to be optimistic about my twelve units and think about all the free time I'll have paperchasin', studying, etc. Lily hooked me up with an interview at In-N-Out Burgers.

With my free time, I can truly get back into shape like I use to be. I joined the wrestling club @ SJSU and the first day kicked my ass. We were holding the wrestling stance for 7 minutes straight and that killed my legs and lower back. It was reminiscent of walking the great wall of China.

Wish me luck because I'll need it.

My 21 turned out to be pretty cool. More crazy nights to come that's for sure.

;(

Like Billy, I feel that life at SJSU is depressing at times. Don't get me wrong, it's an enjoyable school, no doubt about it, but under the right conditions it is bloody hell.

My terrible housing situation started with an old roommate screwing me over. It was then decided that Henry, his younger brother Keith, and I would move in and find a 4th. Eventually, Henry opted out AND tells me his mother said his brother shouldn't move out. ETC. Now I'm looking for housing as I stay in Kim's Chilton house playing Soul Calibur 4 and NBA 2k9 on the daily. I'm just waiting for people to call me back.

The state is up the ass in debt. California's educational system the "master plan" is not only failing but is basically non-existent. Teachers talk about their depressing furlough days. Classes are so packed that no one is allowed to add it unless they're a graduating senior. In order for me to graduate a semester late, I'd have to take 5 classes each semester for 3 semesters plus 2 summer school courses. As of now, I have 4. If I don't get a 5th, I will graduate a year late. BOOBoo shit.

My birthday was last weekend on a Sunday. I went to Pearl with some of my friends. Half of them went in at 11 and the other half waited with me until I turn 21 at 12 midnight. As I walk up to the bouncer, he tells me I can't get in because I have to wait "one full business day." Reasoning is that I could have been born in the afternoon and so technically I won't be 21 yet. According to them, it's a law but only they enforce it strictly. He advises me to go try somewhere else. I try to go to Temple but they deny me too. Two denials on my birthday night.

This has been my last week. Tell me what you think?

My mother and brother left for Vietnam for a wee bit over a week. During that time, my goal was to spend as much time away from home as possible. With the faltering relationship between my dad and I, it was simply not the best idea to stay in my house. It ended up with me practically being on a vacation.

During these open periods, I was on the move between Sacramento, Stockton, and San Jose. Highlights? Ok...

• Shotgun skeet shooting with David, Sunny, and Oai. I was clearly the best.
• Watch the shooting stars with Kimberly.
• Stress out about not finding a 5th class. If I don't find one this semester, I'm gonna graduate a year late.
• Winnie's birthday dinner.
• Drinking at Oai's.
• Go to San Francisco to pick up Henry's new bike.
• Bike riding at the usual.
• Stress out like KKKEEERRRAAAZY about housing.

I probably saw my dad for 5 hours total in 10 days. Pictures posted later.

Shelly 20

So Shelly had her 20th at her house. Little did I know, this house would be one of the cooler party houses that I can think of. It's in the middle of nowhere surrounded by acres of farmland. The closest house was probably a million miles away so noise was not a problem. There's so much space I'd get tired of jerkin' everywhere.

Pictures!!!


The most out of nowhere house ever.


We took a


few shots with


the birthday girl


and her grandpa.


We then lined up for group pics by the cake with a lot of people missing.


Self explanatory.


Got some creamy stuff on your mouth there.


Played beer pong against these foos. This girl was drunk as hell.


So of course we won.


Took a break and played with fireworks.


I drew that for her with sparklers. Apparently no one knew about it.


Fun stuff!


Some of the girls.


Learned a new game! 3d beer pong!


These were our next opponents! Huy and Joe.


We went best 2 out of three. We won the first, and lost the second.


And this is me spinnin around hella frustrated that I couldn't make shit. So we lost.


This is the neighbors pet.

Fun shit. Cool people. Thanks for the invite!

Dangerous Sport

I wish I was in this video!

Tahoe w/ Family

Days after Tharina's birthday party, my family and I plus Kim went on a trip to Tahoe. We went around this time last year as well and boy was the weather different. This time we stayed at a hotel resort. It would be sunny and warm, and the next thing you know, flashes of showers accompanied by thunder, lightning, and hail while I was jetskiing. I can't say we did much but we did the four things that I really wanted to do-jetskiing, kayaking, tandem biking, and monopoly. Experiences like getting offered cans of beer from my dad and just relaxing times with the girlfriend and my family made the vacation so cool.










I look so big next to my mom.













Enjoy!