Right now, I'm in Santa Cruz remembering that night I made that one phone call that started EVERYTHING again. It's hard...especially today. It's that time of the year again where I feel this way that I do the same as every year since way back.

I'm here with my best friend and one of my closest roommates and yet I feel so empty. These shots are adding up, but there isn't enough to wipe away these thoughts that enter my head. The memories are still there.

These past 2 days in Davis was a blast. Swooping. Grinding. But when it really comes down to it, it all comes back to today and the year before and the year before. And the summer and the April . And the May. And the grad.

I hope everything is coo with Pas because Pas is better than Sta.

I like this song.

Ooooh whoaaa heeeeey
oh yeaaaah whoaaa oooh

We had a date I stood you up
you tried to call but i didnt pick up
yeah forgot about our plans
please forgive your man
For ruining your night so many times

I'm sorry I know your mad
and i dont wanna be like every other man
That you've had
So im stopping all these childish things
Girl you mean to much to me
Your love is worth to much to lose

Girl I know I broke your heart
and trusting me is really hard
but watch how quick I change my ways
starting today, today, starting today ooooh
I know that I'm the one to blame
you say every mans the same
but watch how quick I change my ways ooooh
Girl Im starting today

its time to play the kiss and make up game
Now I apologize for the man i became
if I could do it all again I would hurt my best friend
and throw away all my selfish ways

I'm sorry I know your mad
and i don't wanna be like every other man
that you've had
So I'm stopping all these childish things
Girl you mean to much to me
your love is worth to much to lose

Chorus
Girl I know I broke your heart
and trusting me is really hard
but watch how quick i change my ways
starting today, today, starting today oooh
i know that i'm the one to blame
you say every mans the same
but watch how quick i change my ways
starting today, today, starting today ooooh
Girl im starting today

break

Chorus
Girl I know I broke your heart
And trusting me is really hard
But watch how quick I change my ways
Starting today, today, starting today ooooh
I know that I'm the one to blame
You say every mans the same
But watch how quick I change my ways
starting today, today, starting today ooooh
Girl im starting today