"She has a really nice firm ass" - Lisa talking about her roommate.

My heart is beating so hard right now. My mind is focused on my wrestling match tomorrow night and I can't shake that nervous feeling I always got in high school. I hope this guy is taller and lanky. Or short and fat. Wish me luck.

Yen Tran. October 21. 11:14PM.

A big piece of me died today. Kind of like Priam when Troy fell unexpectedly. It's not fair. The optimistic side of me disappeared and it feels like shit being so negative about everything. Today was the first time I talked back and gave my mom any attitude. It felt weird watching Flash Forward without anyone to hear me say "OMG!" I literally sat in front of the TV all day moping around hoping for something that I know won't happen. No regrets right? I can't agree. No Disney princess can help today. Now to mope in San Jose. It's for the best. I guess...

Winter Break...Here I Come

Winter break is just around the corner. A very big corner but I'm more excited than ever thinking about all the adventures I'll be on.

First on my Winter bucket list is a small road trip possibly to LA or San Diego or something with Kimberly and maybe others. This should be pretty fun! I want to visit the beaches again, Disneyland, maybe Hollywood Studios, go to Palm Springs or something.

Next thing I'm excited about? Christmas of course. I really want to get into the holiday spirit this year. Money is the only problem. Damn I remember 3 Christmases ago when I blew 700 dollars on gifts for people.

Last but not least I gotta be excited about my trip to Japan/Hong Kong with my 3 close friends (Sunny, Oai, and Henry). This trip is the first big trip any of our close friends have ever taken. I'd like to pat myself on the back for starting up with this idea.

Super super vague itinerary:
Japan-bound on December 29
New Years Celebration on January 1
Clubbing on January 1 & 2 (weekend)

Other things to do in Japan in random order: hot spring searching, more drinking, meet Japanese family and have them invite to dinner, party, meet up my old roommate, watch sumo wrestling match, go to Japanese game show, barhop, debauchery, hike around, eat best sushi around.

Hong Kong-bound on January 5 or so.
Clubbing on January 8 & 9 (weekend)

Other things to do in HK in random order: massage, acupuncture, party, meet my family, meet Henry's family, go to the firework/laser/light show, eat best dim sum and other Chinese food, shop around, amusement park, go to an arcade, hike somewhere, meet celebrities, learn Cantonese.

I seriously can't wait to go on this trip. Can you imagine getting lost in that city? Albeit I can see it would be frustrating, but if you are optimistic you can look at it like a chance to explore and find something new. It's sorta like sailing a boat somewhere...and then finding a lockness monster!

This is Hong Kong and I will get this same exact view...

Sober October.

It's been a good 3 weeks or so since I have consumed any alcohol. Nineteen days to be exact! I can probably imagine at least 1/2 my readers thinking to themselves that nineteen days is nothing. Maybe they're right. But I, an average college kid with an average number of friends, find it hard to resist being the drunken fool that I am half the time I drink. JUST turning 21 doesn't help either. I mean, I haven't really been to the clubs or bars too much since my birthday because of money issues. Having so many people's birthday in October makes it worse. I either go party straightedge and feel left out or I don't go and feel left out. :( boo boo shit.

However, I am motivated by the thought of being on the starting lineup and winning my first college wrestling match against Sacramento City and Delta College.

Just eleven more days. I count down the days left and how it'll be worth it when I stand there in front of millions with my hand raised by the referee. The crowd will erupt with cheers as my chest inhale and exhale that valuable oxygen.

It'll all be worth it. October 28th. Mark that date for I will blog my victory/defeat.

100th Lovey Dovey Post to Kimberly

I've noticed a while back that I never write about my GF. I mean, it's only right that I do...correct? Well, I CHOSE not to write about her. Now I have a very good reason indeed.

You ever see those couples in junior high who always write on their binders or somewhere "So and So 4eVer"? Pshshhshshsh. I don't mean to be so pessimistic or look down upon them, but statistically, couples from junior high never last.

Not writing about Kim was because I don't want to look back on a blog entry about her, and regret writing it. I regret any, and all blogs I wrote about my former girlfriends. I look back at it and cringe with disgust and disbelief. But this girlfriend, Kim, and I have been together for a year and a half and I feel now that I for sure won't regret anything I say or write. If in the future we do break up, it'll be for a reason like not seeing each other as much as we'd like and etc, not because she turns into a jealous psycho bitch.

So Kim, this entry is for you and I'm sorry I didn't really write to you before. But I want you to know that I am in love with you. I feel like I have always been there for when you really needed it and I always will. I'll put in more effort to see you and always be with you in this relationship. I'll try harder to make you happy not only when we fight or when you need to be happy but always. I told you before, I haven't broken up with you or any of my ex's. That might give you the impression that I'm only with you because I don't ever break up with my ex's, but with Linda, she was suicidal, I thought Eva was alright compared to Linda, and you...I haven't broken up with you because I actually care about you and want to be with you. Thanks for being my girlfriend and being there for me as well. I know you take care of me all the time and it's about time I show you the same. It's called love.

Readers...don't get the impression I wrote this because we're about to break up. Bye.

Mollywhopped @ 1:29 and 1:31

Chinese Lady fighting with Black Lady over a seat in a san francisco muni in chinatown.

Chinese Lady in the Pink(0:23): Don't let that bitch bully you.
Chinese Lady: (0:09): This bitch got the nerve to yell at me for me asking her politely if i may sit down. She is hogging the seat and won't let me sit. (0:48): If that bitch didn't want to let me sit down don't mean she got to bitch at me. (0:59): I didn't yell at you bitch why you going off on me. If I don't stand up for myself, she won't get scared. (1:44): Dare to fucking pick on chinese people?
(2:05): This bitch hogging the seat and I asked nicely if I may sit and that bitch kept hogging the seat. She has no heart, always bullying chinese people.

So this black bitch got Mollywhopped! I personally believe that people who talk shit or try to start shit over something little deserve to get their ass beat. It so happens that this was with a black person but I really mean anyone. Don't talk shit unless you can handle your own. Props to the asian lady for standing up for herself and not throwing down until necessary.

Got it from Mhay!

[13:47] ustinklikefart: hey are u in class?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: lol yeah wussup
[13:47] ustinklikefart: business?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: mhmmmm
[13:47] ustinklikefart: ohhh
[13:47] ustinklikefart: my bf is sitting right behind you!
[13:47] rujoininfootball: wussup?
[13:47] rujoininfootball: how would you know?
[13:48] rujoininfootball: lol i just looked back at him
[13:48] ustinklikefart: hahah
[13:48] rujoininfootball: describe him
[13:49] ustinklikefart: tell him crystal says hi. oh thats my bf his name is brandon
[13:49] ustinklikefart: LOL
[13:49] ustinklikefart: i think thats him
[13:49] ustinklikefart: he said some guy has my sn on his aim
[13:49] ustinklikefart: and i was like hmmm who goes to state that is online
[13:50] ustinklikefart: very short hair.
[13:50] ustinklikefart: he is strikeingly handsome
[13:50] ustinklikefart: lol
[13:50] rujoininfootball: lol quit fuckin around how does he see that far?
[13:50] ustinklikefart: probably wearing swim shorts
[13:50] ustinklikefart: he says " stop talking to him"
[13:50] ustinklikefart: LOL
[13:51] rujoininfootball: ask him, who i am next to and what that person is wearing
[13:51] ustinklikefart: hmmmm
[13:54] ustinklikefart: hmmm. . .
[13:54] rujoininfootball: you are totally fuckin around
[13:54] ustinklikefart: okay fine then
[13:55] rujoininfootball: damn, fucker, you got me to look at him!

You totally got me...So you think I'm strikingly handsome eh?

I think girls are so annoying sometimes.

Pointless drama. So needy sometimes. Two face to other girls. Get mad at little things. Just to name a few. Ugh. Bye.