She plagues my mind in my dream,
unearthing waves full of emotions,
when my dreams are merely ponds,
Where did you come from?

It's funny how we met,
on a bus actually,
but we reunited six long years later
from pure luck, and yes,
luck means that it was a good thing.

and that small memory of her,
was fading until that dream,
any residual feelings multiplied,
like cancerous cells except greater,
yet I want it.

In my dreams we met,
and did frivolous things,
she wouldn't stop consuming,
that evil potion most of us know as liquor
she poured into my cup and yours,
hindered my ability from seeing it coming.

moments of confusion made the night,
add the crazy underground society she joined,
made my blood run cold,
a world of crime and murder, but you were protected,
magically by that religion.

I enlightened her with my life,
my emotions, my thoughts, my experiences,
and who knew that it would influence her,
to such an extremity, as to take her own life,
while I wasn't there.

The god she worshiped protected her,
from the hands of others,
but not from the hands of her own,
the day she committed suicide,
was the same day she committed genocide.

It's a Wednesday. 9:21 in the morning to be exact. I've been sitting in my class for 24 minutes now. Oh yeah, did I tell you my class is empty except for one other fellow? Yeah, I forgot it was a furlough day. I woke up late and rushed too. FUck! Fuck! Fukck! My next class isn't until 1. Goodbye.

Internet

This is the first blog I've written since my computer has been fixed! My internet finally works now...Yay.

rope swings!!!

Our crew was suppose to go camping with Viet, Rosalyn, and her company. But then plans changed when they limited the amount of people we can bring from eight all the way down to 4. If you don't feel like that's a big difference then you're wrong. It's the difference between a rock hard dick vs. a flaccid one. We decide to give it up and just do our own thing. With the camping trip out of sight because of two bitches, our new plan was white water rafting.

I head out on Saturday night all by myself on lonely highway 80. The grueling drive drained my energy and I soon found myself stopping at INO for some a number 1 and a good conversation with my friend Kim Le. It's been 4 years and much has changed including our friendship but our conversations are still just as lively as the past.

Arriving at my destination, Josh, Oai, Chung, and Mimi celebrated by playing drinking games capping the night. The next morning, all of us (minus Josh) went to the rafting place. Fast forward three hours and here we are, cruising lazily down the American river along with Lisa, Alyssa, and David. With 151 and honeymoon, we couldn't lose, we were definitely gonna get fucked up.

Cliffs and rope swings invited us to come jump off of them.

By the end of our trip, half of us were wasted. Top three was...

1. Lisa Huynh
2. Yours truly
3. Oai Giang

Top two yacked. Top one couldn't make it to eat dinner with us. This was the most drunk I've been for a good 2 months.

My hangover started before I slept. I want to do it again.

I'm in a suspiciously happy mood right now...

Blogging now seems more like a chore now than it ever has. I've been having trouble expressing my thoughts as poetry rather than just digital blabber.

Anyways, I'm pretty stoked for this winter break. As early as it may seem, I am still looking forward to the holidays.

Japan and Hong Kong here I come. I come with an open mind and a brain awaiting knowledge. Add to that my mind is yearning to be filled with fun.

See you in a few long months.

Newark Dives

About to go to a Newark bar and order my first drink. I don't really know what to expect. Wish me luck.

Awwwwwwwwww....

This little puppy is such a cutie pie no homo.

I am looking forward to watching you guys make it to playoffs.

My emo blogs are funny. Or at least in hindsight when I read it. I now feel like I have a firmer grasp in balancing life-school, friends, family, Kim.

Things are coming to a steady, doable pace. I try to be optimistic about my twelve units and think about all the free time I'll have paperchasin', studying, etc. Lily hooked me up with an interview at In-N-Out Burgers.

With my free time, I can truly get back into shape like I use to be. I joined the wrestling club @ SJSU and the first day kicked my ass. We were holding the wrestling stance for 7 minutes straight and that killed my legs and lower back. It was reminiscent of walking the great wall of China.

Wish me luck because I'll need it.