I been pretty tied up lately with little social events and gatherings. After all these years of having a girlfriend, I've only begun to understand how to spread out and manage my time between different groups of friends, girlfriend, and family.
Last week, Sunny threw a little barbecue event at birch. He wasn't really on top of his game; it was pretty obvious the event wasn't very well thought out. He would call me asking me for a lighter and obvious things you need for a barbecue. But all in all, I really enjoyed it. I saw Arianne after a year of not seeing her. And before that another year or two. I always liked her hug but this one woulda made her boyfriend jealous. Basketball and stories were the highlight of the event.
Followed by Sunny's bbq, was Oai's bonfire.
*Note
Before heading to Oai's. I went to my house to get a hookah and something happen that pissed me off. It basically ruined my mood and I'm gonna have to fuck somebody up. You got it comin' to you. It's in the works bitch.
But anyways, as I was saying. Oai's house was pretty coo. It was just hella chill. We got a bonfire going with bricks (the idea which I started by the way), 2 beer pong tables, and a cooler full of alcohol. What more do you need? The 10-15 of us just mingled and watch each other get drunk or something.
Ammo, Henry, and I went to pick up some shisha for the hoookah I brought, but when we got back things got a little awkward for me. I came back and saw Marie there in the backyard with Oai and Sunny...and I had to give or say something to Oai. I convinced myself that if I had more alcohol in my system, it would make it less weird. So off to safeway we went in Marie's car.
As we returned back on Birch St. Marie was trying to head home as Oai and Sunny try to convince her to stay at Oai's. They kept pushing her and trying to throw reasons out to her why she should stay a bit. All I said was that we haven't seen her for like 2 years and that we're probably not gonna see each other again for another year or two. She didn't take it so I just grabbed the brewsky and left. It hella annoyed me that two of her closest friends back in high school drifted from her. And after a year or two of not seeing her, she wouldn't go back with them. I don't know, this shit just hella annoyed me beyond reason. I can't even really fully explain it.
Kim came back from Colorado so we just kicked it at her house. Drinking and playing kings cup with her coo ass uncle and auntie, Tharina, Kenneth, Jessie. Shit got pretty crazy. Stupid ass rule like double your drinks. Hookah till sunrise.
Wednesday night I finally went to the motorcycle course that took us two years to get into. It was cool, I'm one step closer to getting my bike license.
Shit, I drafted what I wrote above...so now I don't remember what really happened next. OK bye.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Continuation
*Edit
Sometimes, I wish I had a girl friend.
I mean, I have a girlfriend but I want a girl friend.
I miss having that person that I can talk to about anything.
Not that I can't talk about everything with my own GF.
It's a bit hard for me to get this feeling out into words.
Let me start over...
I want a girl best friend.
I would like to scroll down my phone,
and be about to call up a girl who would be down,
to kick it with at 2 or 3 in the morning.
Yesterday, I hung out with Oai and Chung at 3 in the morning.
And I realized how tired I was,
and how much inertia it took to get ready to go out.
But I did.
And I did it because I wanted to hang out with them,
or be with them to talk or just hang out and do nothing.
It was quite fun.
Anyways, I want something like that.
A best friend who is willing to push stuff aside,
and make time for me whenever.
We don't have to hang out much,
or flirt much,
or crush on each other.
I have a girl who has the title of "best friend"
but it's really only the title.
Besides that, I can't honestly say she is a close friend.
Ok bye.
My friend Winnie told me about a month ago her opinions about close friends of the opposite sex. She feels that in order for 2 people to be hella good friends, like close friends, at least one of them have to like the other person at some point in time. Her argument was that two people could be best friends and nothing more because they know that things will never work out if they got together.
I can completely see where she is coming from. And it does make a lot of sense. But I then said to her... "So in order for us to be good friends, one of us would have to like the other at some point?" Now think about someone specific who is an acquaintance and you know they're a really cool person and imagine you HAVE to like them before you can become good friends. If you look at that perspective, Winnie's point doesn't make sense.
Henry said that the girls he considers good friends with him now, he liked at one point.
And as for me, it's been a while since I had a girl best friend.
Like a fooreeal one.
The last one was Marie,
but we all know what eventually happened.
And I can't think of a personal situation that proves Winnie wrong.
Just a thought.
Sometimes, I wish I had a girl friend.
I mean, I have a girlfriend but I want a girl friend.
I miss having that person that I can talk to about anything.
Not that I can't talk about everything with my own GF.
It's a bit hard for me to get this feeling out into words.
Let me start over...
I want a girl best friend.
I would like to scroll down my phone,
and be about to call up a girl who would be down,
to kick it with at 2 or 3 in the morning.
Yesterday, I hung out with Oai and Chung at 3 in the morning.
And I realized how tired I was,
and how much inertia it took to get ready to go out.
But I did.
And I did it because I wanted to hang out with them,
or be with them to talk or just hang out and do nothing.
It was quite fun.
Anyways, I want something like that.
A best friend who is willing to push stuff aside,
and make time for me whenever.
We don't have to hang out much,
or flirt much,
or crush on each other.
I have a girl who has the title of "best friend"
but it's really only the title.
Besides that, I can't honestly say she is a close friend.
Ok bye.
My friend Winnie told me about a month ago her opinions about close friends of the opposite sex. She feels that in order for 2 people to be hella good friends, like close friends, at least one of them have to like the other person at some point in time. Her argument was that two people could be best friends and nothing more because they know that things will never work out if they got together.
I can completely see where she is coming from. And it does make a lot of sense. But I then said to her... "So in order for us to be good friends, one of us would have to like the other at some point?" Now think about someone specific who is an acquaintance and you know they're a really cool person and imagine you HAVE to like them before you can become good friends. If you look at that perspective, Winnie's point doesn't make sense.
Henry said that the girls he considers good friends with him now, he liked at one point.
And as for me, it's been a while since I had a girl best friend.
Like a fooreeal one.
The last one was Marie,
but we all know what eventually happened.
And I can't think of a personal situation that proves Winnie wrong.
Just a thought.
Sometimes, I wish I had a girl friend.
I mean, I have a girlfriend but I want a girl friend.
I miss having that person that I can talk to about anything.
Not that I can't talk about everything with my own GF.
It's a bit hard for me to get this feeling out into words.
Let me start over...
I want a girl best friend.
I would like to scroll down my phone,
and be about to call up a girl who would be down,
to kick it with at 2 or 3 in the morning.
Yesterday, I hung out with Oai and Chung at 3 in the morning.
And I realized how tired I was,
and how much inertia it took to get ready to go out.
But I did.
And I did it because I wanted to hang out with them,
or be with them to talk or just hang out and do nothing.
It was quite fun.
Anyways, I want something like that.
A best friend who is willing to push stuff aside,
and make time for me whenever.
We don't have to hang out much,
or flirt much,
or crush on each other.
I have a girl who has the title of "best friend"
but it's really only the title.
Besides that, I can't honestly say she is a close friend.
Ok bye.
I mean, I have a girlfriend but I want a girl friend.
I miss having that person that I can talk to about anything.
Not that I can't talk about everything with my own GF.
It's a bit hard for me to get this feeling out into words.
Let me start over...
I want a girl best friend.
I would like to scroll down my phone,
and be about to call up a girl who would be down,
to kick it with at 2 or 3 in the morning.
Yesterday, I hung out with Oai and Chung at 3 in the morning.
And I realized how tired I was,
and how much inertia it took to get ready to go out.
But I did.
And I did it because I wanted to hang out with them,
or be with them to talk or just hang out and do nothing.
It was quite fun.
Anyways, I want something like that.
A best friend who is willing to push stuff aside,
and make time for me whenever.
We don't have to hang out much,
or flirt much,
or crush on each other.
I have a girl who has the title of "best friend"
but it's really only the title.
Besides that, I can't honestly say she is a close friend.
Ok bye.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Been spending a lot of time away from home. Time to stay put a little before anything major. Man, I don't even know what I'm gonna do for the rest of summer.
Possible camping trip with Rosalyn?
Possible camping trip with Erika?
Camping trip with fambam for sure. Maybe Kim can go.
Possible bike trip. Probably not though.
Possible trip to Canada?
I hate how everything is a possibility instead of a for sure. I wanna do something already.
I want summer to be hot and summer nights to be warm. That's how it should be. Always. Tonight is one of those nights. It's 11 PM and it's not even that hot. Going to go Hookah now. I want to throw a bonfire.
Possible camping trip with Rosalyn?
Possible camping trip with Erika?
Camping trip with fambam for sure. Maybe Kim can go.
Possible bike trip. Probably not though.
Possible trip to Canada?
I hate how everything is a possibility instead of a for sure. I wanna do something already.
I want summer to be hot and summer nights to be warm. That's how it should be. Always. Tonight is one of those nights. It's 11 PM and it's not even that hot. Going to go Hookah now. I want to throw a bonfire.
Friday, July 10, 2009
As I was scavenging for a parking spot outside of Target (Newpark Mall), I was about to make a right turn to browse the other isle of parking space. That's when I saw two children and their mom waiting for me to pass or turn before they walked across the hash marks that leads to Target's front doors. Both kids were preteens and I saw them support their mom as they stand waiting. They waved for me to go first but I waved back for them to proceed. We traded smiles as we continued to signal each other once more. In the end, I watched as the kids helped their limping mom walk across to target.
I have to be honest that it made me feel good inside. It made me feel like I made their day though I don't know if I really did. It made me feel happy again.
As of recent, my life has been more superficial than ever.
From wiktionary.com superficial means...Shallow, lacking substance; At face value; pertaining to the surface; being near the surface
My happiness was based too much on events. Gatherings of people and alcohol. Belligerent drunks. Flirting. Being buzzed.
I forgot some of the simple things in life that could make anyone happy. A good deed done by one makes two people happy; the doer and the receiver. Try doing a favor or something nice and you'll definitely feel better about yourself. Make the world a happier place.
I have to be honest that it made me feel good inside. It made me feel like I made their day though I don't know if I really did. It made me feel happy again.
As of recent, my life has been more superficial than ever.
From wiktionary.com superficial means...Shallow, lacking substance; At face value; pertaining to the surface; being near the surface
My happiness was based too much on events. Gatherings of people and alcohol. Belligerent drunks. Flirting. Being buzzed.
I forgot some of the simple things in life that could make anyone happy. A good deed done by one makes two people happy; the doer and the receiver. Try doing a favor or something nice and you'll definitely feel better about yourself. Make the world a happier place.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I've been busy!!! Don't blame me for not blogging!!!
Recently, I have just been occupying my time either doing random stuff with people I enjoy spending my time with.
One activity I'm starting to do again is lifting weights. I've been slacking my ass off for the past 9 months and virtually did not work out. I don't have a membership anywhere but I have been working out with Lam and his house with whoever decides to join. We usually end our workouts with pretty hardcore wind sprints at bridgepoint park by my house. This helps me get a nice summer tan and regain that feeling of accomplishing something.
I've also been spending a lot of time with my girlfriend. It's been a year and twenty two days and we're still going strong. There are obvious problems with our relationship like distance and such but we get over most of our hardships. I love this girl and I consider her my first love. Though I said I love you to Linda, it just doesn't feel the same as when I say it to Kim. And unlike my old relationships, every fight we have, I get over it and our relationship rebuilds itself and makes it stronger than before. Quality time is always the best.
I started playing poker again and it makes me think of all the good times I've had last year. I saw people I lost touch with because of school and such but hopefully we'll create more good memories. I lost.
I hung out with Jenn for like 2 or 3 hours in front of Jamba Juice in Union City. Boy...it was freaggin hot! I think it was 99 degrees out but I kinda liked it. Got a nice tan just from sitting there talking to her. Catching up and memories and shit. I feel hella bad because she was one of the people that Linda IMed out of nowhere and talked shit to them. But now I'm glad everything is okay. I'm still trying to mend some relationships that have been broken by Linda. For example, I'm trying to make things better with Kim Le. We were never on bad terms but we're on better terms now. Hopefully we can be good friends again like we use to.
That same day, after hanging out with Jenny, I went to the gay pride parade that took place in SF. It was disappointing that we didn't decide to go earlier because we missed out on everything but the ending. Nevertheless, here is Josh's video on what we did that day/night.
My most recent summer trip is a camping trip I went on with David's family. Camp Ponderosa I believe it was. It consisted of fly fishing, drinking throughout the day and getting smashed at night, white water rafting, water fights, chants, cheers, and hoorahs, pulling bitches over to drink with us, finding out those girls were underaged, volleyball, meeting 1/2 of David's humongous family, first official time I passed out cold and people fucking with me (pics will be posted later), tossing frisbee and football, shooting basketball. Gotta thank David for the invite.
Good trip overall and another trip to add on to my summer list.
Currently saving Lisa Kong's boring life.
Recently, I have just been occupying my time either doing random stuff with people I enjoy spending my time with.
One activity I'm starting to do again is lifting weights. I've been slacking my ass off for the past 9 months and virtually did not work out. I don't have a membership anywhere but I have been working out with Lam and his house with whoever decides to join. We usually end our workouts with pretty hardcore wind sprints at bridgepoint park by my house. This helps me get a nice summer tan and regain that feeling of accomplishing something.
I've also been spending a lot of time with my girlfriend. It's been a year and twenty two days and we're still going strong. There are obvious problems with our relationship like distance and such but we get over most of our hardships. I love this girl and I consider her my first love. Though I said I love you to Linda, it just doesn't feel the same as when I say it to Kim. And unlike my old relationships, every fight we have, I get over it and our relationship rebuilds itself and makes it stronger than before. Quality time is always the best.
I started playing poker again and it makes me think of all the good times I've had last year. I saw people I lost touch with because of school and such but hopefully we'll create more good memories. I lost.
I hung out with Jenn for like 2 or 3 hours in front of Jamba Juice in Union City. Boy...it was freaggin hot! I think it was 99 degrees out but I kinda liked it. Got a nice tan just from sitting there talking to her. Catching up and memories and shit. I feel hella bad because she was one of the people that Linda IMed out of nowhere and talked shit to them. But now I'm glad everything is okay. I'm still trying to mend some relationships that have been broken by Linda. For example, I'm trying to make things better with Kim Le. We were never on bad terms but we're on better terms now. Hopefully we can be good friends again like we use to.
That same day, after hanging out with Jenny, I went to the gay pride parade that took place in SF. It was disappointing that we didn't decide to go earlier because we missed out on everything but the ending. Nevertheless, here is Josh's video on what we did that day/night.
My most recent summer trip is a camping trip I went on with David's family. Camp Ponderosa I believe it was. It consisted of fly fishing, drinking throughout the day and getting smashed at night, white water rafting, water fights, chants, cheers, and hoorahs, pulling bitches over to drink with us, finding out those girls were underaged, volleyball, meeting 1/2 of David's humongous family, first official time I passed out cold and people fucking with me (pics will be posted later), tossing frisbee and football, shooting basketball. Gotta thank David for the invite.
Good trip overall and another trip to add on to my summer list.
Currently saving Lisa Kong's boring life.
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